Funny i had no name for what i wanted to write nor what i should write on so i decided to write about me and see the tittle that’s what my mother named me.
I was once a girl that couldn’t get anything right. I used to argue for the case of winning, I always opposed everything growing up. I was a young girl that hated pity but then seeks it with all my strength. I never knew what I wanted and my dreams and goals would shift daily and at times hourly. I never had a goal in life or I would rather say my goal was getting to the end of the day with no mistake and thus I never tried anything new for that meant failure or second position and that wasn’t just who I was.
Why am I even writing this? Huh maybe because I want for my grandchildren to learn from my lessons .at high school I met some pretty friends who knew what life was and I learnt a thing or two but still i took no actions . I was bright and knew I was going to the university and I did. I had three good years studying law and when I graduated I went up and be a sales person while I worked as a network marketer after a while I quit network marketing though it was giving me a lot of cash at the time but well I wanted overnight success and after a while I learnt overnight success is built from step one with nothing and you move slowly, adding to it until the day when you are successful and the world doesn’t care how long it will take you nor what you went through. The world only sees results and it’s the finest results that’s called overnight success
I am just another girl with a mission and at the age of 25 I just know that I am in this world so that I can impact it(I don’t know how or where yet )I am trying to figure this out and I daily ask for guidance and two years ago I decided I am going to do whatever that I set my mind on and go with it see where it take me. I have grown in person and knowledge but then I have reduced the number of my friends and I am focused on me. I was brought up as any other African girl and wasn’t taught on self-worth or self-love
It took an abusive relationship that I couldn’t share with anyone until it got too bad then I told my family about it and they handled the matter and helped me out. (This is a story for another day another time) At that time I thought I loved me but looking back I loved the girl that my society thought I should be. See I never even knew the difference two years , I don’t even think I have grasped the whole concept yet (self-love and worth) but I know better now and I daily take steps towards loving me and spending a lot of time with me myself and i(this doesn’t mean that everyone that stays alone is doing the same though).
See I am still struggling with a lot of things but I know for a fact that what doesn’t challenge you won’t change you and the only constant thing in life is change. So I live each day as it comes and still try so hard to keep the promises I can only keep while at the same time write articles on my blog, write on other people’s blog, write poems, add a page or three to a book I started writing in 2015, read a few pages , stay put at my day job and work behind the scene on some personal projects that intend to impact the world until next time below are my favorite quotes
- A journey of a thousand miles start with a single step
- Love yourself first and everything else falls in line , you really have to love yourself ,to get anything done in this world
- Don’t assume anything, if you don’t know about a thing ,ASK.